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Apr. 9th, 2004 04:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morganknightYou know, in a sick and perverse sort of way I almost take pride in the failings of people I don't like too much. It makes me feel a little less like what everyone says I am. But sometimes, things go too far.
L came in whining last night. Yeah, that's right, acting just as bad as she claims I do -- "Oh, they have loud sex and I feel like such a fifth wheeeeel!" Please. If I came in with something not half as whiny as that, everybody would jump my ass and yell at me for a solid week about what scum I am. But L gets babied by Toho instead. Toho, incidentally, is evidently taking the absence of his wife (kidnapped by slavers two weeks ago) as an excuse to mack on L and generally hang out in the Inn and waste time, instead of going to look for her. Says he can't track her mentally. There are other ways, dumbass! Then he had the nerve to call Seamus an idiot because he asked for Seamus's opinion, and Seamus *gave it to him*.
Damn.
...I really need to recognize that I can't trust anyone. Not even Stephen. I guess it's goodbye and farewell to him and Cat, since he's pulling an Irina on me. We were talking about Toho -- Stephen was trying to justify what he did, not very successfully. I think what Toho is doing is absolutely reprehensible. I told Stephen that, and he jumps on me for "stabbing him in the back."
What the hell? Like anyone would even voluntarily speak to me if I left Cadence to the mercies of slavers for weeks without even looking for her? And yet Stephen turns on *me*, calls ME reprehensible. "If it doesn't have something to do with you or your parents, you don't give a damn." Then he told me he was through with me, through with the Holotheater, and yelled at me for being a horrible person a little more before hanging up.
I went to go see Nhairis, but she wouldn't see me.
I guess I can't trust anyone.
L came in whining last night. Yeah, that's right, acting just as bad as she claims I do -- "Oh, they have loud sex and I feel like such a fifth wheeeeel!" Please. If I came in with something not half as whiny as that, everybody would jump my ass and yell at me for a solid week about what scum I am. But L gets babied by Toho instead. Toho, incidentally, is evidently taking the absence of his wife (kidnapped by slavers two weeks ago) as an excuse to mack on L and generally hang out in the Inn and waste time, instead of going to look for her. Says he can't track her mentally. There are other ways, dumbass! Then he had the nerve to call Seamus an idiot because he asked for Seamus's opinion, and Seamus *gave it to him*.
Damn.
...I really need to recognize that I can't trust anyone. Not even Stephen. I guess it's goodbye and farewell to him and Cat, since he's pulling an Irina on me. We were talking about Toho -- Stephen was trying to justify what he did, not very successfully. I think what Toho is doing is absolutely reprehensible. I told Stephen that, and he jumps on me for "stabbing him in the back."
What the hell? Like anyone would even voluntarily speak to me if I left Cadence to the mercies of slavers for weeks without even looking for her? And yet Stephen turns on *me*, calls ME reprehensible. "If it doesn't have something to do with you or your parents, you don't give a damn." Then he told me he was through with me, through with the Holotheater, and yelled at me for being a horrible person a little more before hanging up.
I went to go see Nhairis, but she wouldn't see me.
I guess I can't trust anyone.
