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Feb. 10th, 2004 12:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morganknightOh, I give up. Somewhere I've gone wrong, and I don't know where it is, but I've become outside looking in. It seems that there's someone for everyone -- Stephen and Cat, Seamus and Rose, Syd and Don, Irina and -- well, she's dating someone, I know that much. And yet I'm still alone. I'm just stupid liking Vee, she won't be back for weeks most likely.
I haven't slept well since the first night of nightmares -- slept and meditated, I should say. I'm tired, lonely, I just want to curl up in my bed and never come out. But I can't -- Seamus and Rose still need me to watch them, not that they've been attacked in the least. I still have to get Don his job back, not that I can do that either. I'm so tired. I'm just so... tired.
I haven't slept well since the first night of nightmares -- slept and meditated, I should say. I'm tired, lonely, I just want to curl up in my bed and never come out. But I can't -- Seamus and Rose still need me to watch them, not that they've been attacked in the least. I still have to get Don his job back, not that I can do that either. I'm so tired. I'm just so... tired.
