[ There's a delay in her response as she mulls over Morgan's words.
Her feelings had always been complex, that much is known to her. It was demonstrated with her will of rebellion not being strong enough when she first entered her father's Palace, therefore not being able to summon Milady to her full power.
Her hesitation could have spelled out so much more danger and trouble not just to herself, but her new friends. If she hadn't been pushed to the brink, would she have found her resolve?
Now with Mari-san, she feels caught in a similar dilemma. She isn't necessarily hesitating this time around, but the result is what frightens her, even if Akira had assured her it would be alright. ]
I suppose I haven't really gotten over Father's passing. I didn't realize it was affecting me so much more than expected. Life kept moving on and I had much to focus on. There wasn't any time.
[ Time to grieve, or to simply breathe. Shido was a threat and they had to take immediate action. ]
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Date: 2025-05-10 11:55 pm (UTC)Her feelings had always been complex, that much is known to her. It was demonstrated with her will of rebellion not being strong enough when she first entered her father's Palace, therefore not being able to summon Milady to her full power.
Her hesitation could have spelled out so much more danger and trouble not just to herself, but her new friends. If she hadn't been pushed to the brink, would she have found her resolve?
Now with Mari-san, she feels caught in a similar dilemma. She isn't necessarily hesitating this time around, but the result is what frightens her, even if Akira had assured her it would be alright. ]
I suppose I haven't really gotten over Father's passing. I didn't realize it was affecting me so much more than expected.
Life kept moving on and I had much to focus on. There wasn't any time.
[ Time to grieve, or to simply breathe. Shido was a threat and they had to take immediate action. ]