[ She barely knows what's going through her own head right now. She unconsciously takes another bite of ice cream, and sits back in her chair to tap at the carton some more. ]
I was just... so desperate to prove myself. And I keep telling myself it doesn't matter, that I don't care, but the truth is I just don't want to know anymore what people think. After all this time, I'm still just running away.
[ She digs roughly into the ice cream, mad at herself for being so pathetic. ]
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Date: 2022-03-28 04:50 pm (UTC)I was just... so desperate to prove myself. And I keep telling myself it doesn't matter, that I don't care, but the truth is I just don't want to know anymore what people think. After all this time, I'm still just running away.
[ She digs roughly into the ice cream, mad at herself for being so pathetic. ]