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Jan. 9th, 2004 12:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morganknightSo I put the Plan into effect tonight, and frankly it went picture perfect. I had a decent talk with Cat about Stephen, and how he feels, and what I was doing about the whole situation. From everything she said and implied, I have every reason to believe Stephen has a lot of hope! So yay Stephen.
But man, I hate to sound self-pitying, but this sucks for me! I'm pretty much third-wheeling it, but maybe that's just my own perception. But Stephen has romantic prospects and a family, and dammit! I don't!
Frankly, I'm not really sure how to address this problem. The problem is I have no one to talk to! This is the sort of thing one needs an older figure in one's life for, and really I'm on my own. Stephen thinks I'm lucky because I have money, well, he's got that now, but I don't have family.
Actually, Stephen's mom offered to listen if I needed someone to talk to, but that would be weird. Well, I'm kind of at my wit's end.
But this will all play out somehow. I know! Stephen and I can play a card game! And teach Cat at the same time. Heh heh -- now I've got a plan...
But man, I hate to sound self-pitying, but this sucks for me! I'm pretty much third-wheeling it, but maybe that's just my own perception. But Stephen has romantic prospects and a family, and dammit! I don't!
Frankly, I'm not really sure how to address this problem. The problem is I have no one to talk to! This is the sort of thing one needs an older figure in one's life for, and really I'm on my own. Stephen thinks I'm lucky because I have money, well, he's got that now, but I don't have family.
Actually, Stephen's mom offered to listen if I needed someone to talk to, but that would be weird. Well, I'm kind of at my wit's end.
But this will all play out somehow. I know! Stephen and I can play a card game! And teach Cat at the same time. Heh heh -- now I've got a plan...
