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morganknight) wrote2004-03-25 05:21 pm
morganknight) wrote2004-03-25 05:21 pm
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So that was my great adventure in Los Angeles.
I really have to say that despite what anyone may say, I think I did the right thing. And I can keep trying to make sure that my company does the right thing to.
I think I cut out the newspaper articles so that when I go back and look through this, I can remember the objective view at the time. Rather than my usual guilt over what I did wrong, or my arrogant self-defense, I can read what people everywhere read when it happened. "A terrible thing happened. It could have been prevented. Morgan did the right thing, but it wasn't enough to start with. But in the end what he did was right."
I don't know, honestly, if this trip has been good or bad for me. I feel -- a little more mature, I suppose, though whether I AM or not remains to be seen. Maybe it's just feeling good that things turned out right, if not all right, in the end.
I really have to say that despite what anyone may say, I think I did the right thing. And I can keep trying to make sure that my company does the right thing to.
I think I cut out the newspaper articles so that when I go back and look through this, I can remember the objective view at the time. Rather than my usual guilt over what I did wrong, or my arrogant self-defense, I can read what people everywhere read when it happened. "A terrible thing happened. It could have been prevented. Morgan did the right thing, but it wasn't enough to start with. But in the end what he did was right."
I don't know, honestly, if this trip has been good or bad for me. I feel -- a little more mature, I suppose, though whether I AM or not remains to be seen. Maybe it's just feeling good that things turned out right, if not all right, in the end.